Thank you for this kind and encouraging comment that is meditative to me right now.
While looking for the name of the co-founder of Findhorn, I came across a video by her. I'd seen her on a television show about angels. This led me to Caroline Myss, talking about nature spirits at Findhorn. Listening to her was a kick -- absolutely herself saying her truth in a gutsy way. And she and others had crossed a barrier one night and seen a gnome, in a quite exraordinary way through looking through a projection on a screen regarding crystals.
My final note to you is that Lizzie emerged...poor thing. I wish I'd done more for her. I took her outside and after drinking some water she scurried into the bushes. I'd looked up afer finding her how to help a dehydrated lizard. There is a lot of information about caring for animals on the Inernet. I saw her open her little mouth to take in the water -- a lizard who usually darts away as soon as a huge human walks by. That little mouth....